Tongue Tied

I've called you three times
..three times a day
I hung up each time
And I still don't know what to say

Why is it so hard to start a conversation with you
We used to talk so easily before
I used to understand everything
But now I'm not so sure

We used to share everything
From our feelings to our thoughts
But now we tell each other nothing
We barely even talk

What happened to us
What broke our bond so strong
Why are we avoiding each other
Why don't we get along

You were always the one I trusted
The one I trusted the most
And now you've been ignoring me
What have I done to piss you off?

I stare at your picture
As I cry myself to sleep
I can't forget your face
And your smile makes me weep

I don't remember the feeling
Of being in your arms
Or even to stare into your eyes
Were your feelings for me true?
Or were they all lies.

You're so unpredictable
Unbelievable and amazing all at once
I can't forget the day we met
And I've been thinking of you ever since

I've kept all your letters
Reading over every one
Ever since you told me how you felt
Our story had begun

Although you think it's over
It hasn't yet to end
Your chapter has finished,
But mine starts again.

© PassingAngel