Changed feelings

You told me I could trust you,
That in you I could confide.
You were the pages of my diary,
Someone I trusted with my every secret.
I was willing to be there for you,
Weather day or night.
I sacrificed all I cared about,
Just to be with you.
And all the shit you’ve put me through,
You will never know.
All the tears you made me cry,
I could never show.
I loved you more then anyone else.
I couldn't see you as someone I was to live without.
You knew me too well,
You knew where my weaknesses were,
You wanted to see me cry,
Your “twin sister”.
How could you?
What did I do?
All I’ve ever done was say “I love you.”
And to tell you the truth,
I still do.
If only everyone could know the person you are inside.
The person that you love to hide.
No more tears will streak my face.
No more blood shall fall from my wrist.
You no longer have any effect on me.
You were the one who mattered most,
You were the one I would do anything for.
But you didn’t care,
you didn’t see.
You didn’t know how much I loved you.
Just tell me one thing,
why did you do it?
Why didn’t you care about me?
What was the meaning of “friends forever”?
I guess it’s changed since we said that ^
I am the same me, hun.
You are the one that’s different,
I still care about you,
I still love you.
You have completed my every fear,
Made it so real.
‘Cause you’re the one,
With the changed feelings here.