You will never fully know,
All you’ve done to me.
All the good and bad,
In the past and what will come to be.
I trusted you with all my heart,
But of course you didn't care,
You stole it and then tore it apart.
Back then I felt so secure with you.
I felt like nothing was impossible,
Like there wasn't anything I couldn't do
I took your problems as my own,
But nothing lasts forever,
You left me here hurting all alone.
My feelings I cannot put into terms,
Sad and happy all at once,
All I know is that this hurts.
I thought, “forever†meant, “never endingâ€,
But “forever†to you was not so.
Please tell me what you were thinking.
“I’ll always love you,†you said,
And when I said “I’ll love you longer.â€
It makes me wish I were dead.
Without you I don’t know how to deal.
I have to make it on my own,
And hope this pain will heal.
Why did you want this to happen?
I want to ask you,
Because when I see you every now and then,
I hope you will come up to me,
And we’ll start talking,
Like you're actually my friend.
Just like it used to be.
You wanna see me cry,
You wanna make me hurt,
But most of all you wanna see me die.
I will not cry,
I will not be hurt,
This time I won’t let myself die.
At one point I believed your lies,
I believed you cared.
But I had to look past those eyes.
Cold as stone they were,
Drawing me closer and closer to them.
Not letting me escape your death hold on me.
You wanted this from the start,
You wanted to mess with my mind
And tare apart my heart.
I loved you loads.
But as I near the end of this poem,
I see we’re heading down separate roads.
I will always miss you,
I will always care,
And remember all we’ve been through.
Although you are trying to brake me,
It’s just not working,
Why can’t you see?
I have friends, who will always be there for me,
We will be there for each other forever,
Just like you and me were supposed to be.
