Because of You

I hate this pain,
I hate these tears,
I hate my life,
after only 14 years.

I just want it all to disappear,
All of these people are hurting me,
I think of killing myself,
cause my life is ruined, can't you see.

No one sees the real me,
I always have pretend smiles on my face,
I often think to slit my wrist,
As I follow these scars I trace.

I sometimes like to carve in my leg,
I just want my life to end today,
All these carvings, they feel so good,
I just hope something can go my way.

No body sees the pain inside,
they don't know how much it's hurting me,
they all think I'm doing fine,
So they go on and let me be.

I'm sick of being here,
I just can't take anymore,
There's nothing I can accomplish in life,
So I end up slitting my wrist some more.

All I want is to be happy,
so I pray to God, to let it go,
I try to tell people my feelings,
but all I get from them is a "so."

Nothing ever seems to be right,
All I want is to curl up and die,
maybe I can drown,
from all of these tears I cry.

Some of my friends can tell somethings wrong,
they tell me everything OK,
they always try to stop me,
and tell me to stay another day.

I hate the life I'm living,
Now the pain, There too much more,
I don't know what else i could do,
So now death is my only cure.

I'm sorry I left,
You'll get over it too,
There's nothing about me you should miss,
I did this because of you!

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