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Locked with my-self
is the very thing i am
scared of. i have no
control, no blood with
in my veins. i discard
my feelings when im
around my friends. make
a joke, share a laugh.
then take it all out when
im alone. counting down
the seconds to see when
they will start fighting. my
pillow soaked with salty tears.
praying to see if there is a
God. if there is some hope.
right now i feel like there is
nothing.
©-wounds will never heal-©