When will i be good enough?

I'm sorry I'll never be good enough
to be worthy of your heart
I've tried to live up to you
but instead i tear you apart

all i wanted was for you to look at me
and think i wasn't some mistake
but instead I'm nothing but a pain,
a never ending head ache

each time i think i rise above
all too quickly i fall
I'm drowning in this darkness
and learning how to crawl

i can't give up now
for maybe I'll get it right
maybe one day we'll be able to talk
without this constant fight

please keep loving me
as I'm trying to make you see
that one day I'll prove
I'll be all you wanted me to be.