Why?

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so,
Why\'d you have to die?
When I didn\'t even get to say goodbye,
Why\'d you leave me alone?
When I have no more home,
Because home was....
Staring into your eyes,
Looking at your smile that always made my day worth while,
And being in your arms...
That\'s all gone,
And that\'s all I knew....

I don\'t know what to do,
I look out at the big sky,
Wishing you were here with me tonight,
And that you weren\'t dead,
Because I can\'t stand being around without you,
Wishing I could be in your arms,
So you could hold me tight,
Then I could know you could never leave me again,

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so,
Why\'d you have to die?
When I didn\'t even get to say goodbye,
Why\'d you leave me alone?
When I have no more home,
Because home was....
Staring into your eyes,
Looking at your smile that always made my day worth while,
And being in your arms...
That\'s all gone,
And that\'s all I knew....

I\'m sitting here,
And all the memories start to come back to me,
Your smile came to my mind,
That smile that you always had on your face made me smile for a little while,
But I then brakedown,
And I can\'t help myself,
These tears flow out like the lamprey river,
Seeing your face it makes me cry,
Because I just want to be there next to you....
Be by yourside....

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so,
Why\'d you have to die?
When I didn\'t even get to say goodbye,
Why\'d you leave me alone?
When I have no more home,
Because home was....
Staring into your eyes,
Looking at your smile that always made my day worth while,
And being in your arms...
That\'s all gone,
And that\'s all I knew....

I don\'t know what to say anymore,
I don\'t even know if I want to stay in this world anymore,
It\'s so cruel and I hate it,
I put on a fake smile,
But on the inside im truefully crying,
I just want you back here,
So I can stop shedding these tears,
I want to just die,
Because then I\'d be able to be by yourside,

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so,
Why\'d you have to die?
When I didn\'t even get to say goodbye,
Why\'d you leave me alone?
When I have no more home,
Because home was....
Staring into your eyes,
Looking at your smile that always made my day worth while,
And being in your arms...
That\'s all gone,
And that\'s all I knew....

You\'ll always have a place in my heart,
And I love you,
And i already miss you so much,
I can\'t wait till the day,
I can finally get to see your beautiful face again,
That\'d make everything aliright again,
I just hope you know how much I care,
And how I\'ll always wish you were right here,
You\'ll always be here in my heart with me,
Not visibly,
But you will be,
Everyday is just another step closer to see you again,
And I\'ll wait impatiently until that day,
I\'ll think about you everyday,
There wont be a day I don\'t.
I\'ll also shed you plenty of tears,
But that\'s because I\'ll still care,
I hope your watching from up above,
Becuse then you\'d know I was in love,
In love with you.....
And thats always true......

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so,
Why\'d you have to die?
When I didn\'t even get to say goodbye,
Why\'d you leave me alone?
When I have no more home,
Because home was....
Staring into your eyes,
Looking at your smile that always made my day worth while,
And being in your arms...
That\'s all gone,
And that\'s all I knew....

I love you Derek Allan Johnson
I can\'t wait for the day I see you again
Love you always and forever,
Steph