Calling out random numbers
Hoping to find you again
Hearing random voices
None of them sound the same
Keep trying to bluff my way in this game
But I think they see and they know me
I don't know myself, just let me go
They'll never be able to save me
I drowned a long time ago in frozen waters
Gotta keep moving to stay warm
As the ice scrapes my body
Clawing at my skin
Red raw in blue hell
Left from when we swam
You polluted the water with your lie
Now they're the noose upon my neck
I keep drowning, never the air to breathe
And I swear I'll find you even if I only manage to hate you
It would be better than having to love you
As you pull me further down
It's silent but my tomb awaits me to lay my head
Just waiting for me to step above my dread
So that I can see your eyes and smile
Knowing I'm well rid
And in this tomb the hinges creak
And I know that I'm well hid
