I've Lost

I'm bored and torn
I've lost a lot of weight
I've lost some blood
it was flowing on the ground, and turned into a flood
and at this rate
I have made my fate
I often wish I wasnt born
I've lost sight of whats right
I dont know what might happen
at night I sit and
cry and try to
figure out why
I havent gotten any answers
so I'm still sad
and thats very bad
thats what others say at least
I've lost all I ever had
that gave me a reason
to be happy and smile
I've lost myself in
the puddle of tears and blood
and I've lost you the same way
I wish it wasnt true