The future

I want to go out, but I'm just to scared,
Its way to dark, but I wish I dared.
The darkness is my future, it seems to be my fate,
What will come, love or hate?
Being stuck in the same place for so long,
is quite stupid, not being strong.
Behind the darkness, will be light or not.
I wish I knew, but then I wish I forgot.
I mean who wants to know, what the future brings?
Who wants to know if we get hells or gods wings?
There are always that urge to know what will come,
But it will take away all the excitement, and we all need some.
So why are everyone stressing, and want to find out their fate?
Come on impatient people, you have to wait!