On The Outside

On the outside you see happiness and laugher for all these years we have been friends but that doesn't mean you know anything about me

You could say we have been through a lot together but you don't know what happens to me at home, as the years went by we went through elementary school then to middle school and now finally to high school

I wish I could tell you but then again you will probably just laugh at my feelings that I have had all these years I have been hiding

You are my best friend and that is why I should tell you what I am going through, though you probably don't think of me as a best friend so it doesn't really matter if I tell you or not, either way I will probably be hurt in the end