My Reason

This poem I tried to put a lot of thought into and actually work hard on this one so that it showed a lot of emotion and such. If you at all don’t feel anything or you don’t understand something.
Thanks
Mia

I’m sitting here with my razor in hand
I’ve lost all touch with who I am
I’m tired of crying, I’m tired of this pain
I’m tired of people; they all seem the same

No one seems to know that my pain is for real
That this is me this is how I feel
If you can’t understand that then just depart
Because you don’t care that you have my heart

No it was not love at first sight
But the more I knew you the more it was alright
I started to like you, and then it grew to devotion
I started to love you, though you had not a notion

I finally told you but you only wanted friends
I thought that’d work but that’s just where it ends
We’d never be more, there’s just nothing there
And it’s not because I love you it’s because you don’t care

So go after your girls, I hope that you’re glad
Because after this I’m not pissed or mad
I’m just unhappy so be good to yourself
Because although you don’t love me, this is what I felt

My razor will cut into my skin again
My razor will be my only friend
And though you don’t love me and I don’t know why
I’m done with this life, I’ll no longer cry