I Just Can't Help Myself

I don't think he realizes it;
How much I care
How much I wish he was always there.
Although he's standing beside me in the darkness of the night,
This just feels so right.
He doesn't know,
Unless he just doesn't show.
I can't even describe how I feel;
The moments spent with him are just unreal.
Not a moment passes when's he's not on my mind,
Certain words, I cannot find.
The world is dark,
My heart is not full,
The day is null,
I just can't help myself when the sky is starless
and my body is numb.