The crimson blood declares itself free as it escapes my veins and flows as it wishes. Into the night the blood stains the souls of all that witness this monstrous corruption that humanity has inflicted upon my mind. The moonlight shines amongst the silver tears of insanity as the pleasurable pain once again awakens itself against my skin.
Never again will you mock my emotional instability. Never again will you look and laugh. Never again will you glare upon me with disgust in your eyes. You lost your chance to love me. This knife has stolen me from you and I refuse to survive this horror story.
What Hell could be worse than the one you have forced me to live through all my life? I'm not afraid. I've seen it all. You didn't care for me. You didn't even notice my hurt. Never again will it matter, my love. Never again will you have to listen to my inflictions. Never again will you have to see my wretched face.
As the darkness envelopes my mind and a mist begins to take over.. I laugh maniacally at your coldness. You did this to me. Yes, it was my hand upon the blade and my will lies in the action.. but you are the cause of my want. The cause of this insane desire. You are the demon within my heart and pain in my soul. You caused my death.. no.. you murdered me with your own hands and words. Every time you hit me.. every time you tore me down.. there was a scar left upon my heart.. and now a slash upon my wrist. You killed me. My blood lies in your hands.. murderer.. mother...
