For Too Long

For too long I've been depressed
For too long I've faked a smile
for too long I couldnt express
For too long I couldnt even confess
for too long I've cut
for too long I havent eaten much
for too long I've been in such a rut
for too long I've missed your warm touch
for too long I've lied
for too long I've cried and wondered why
and for too long I've tried and tried
but I failed, so I gave up
I always bail, when you try to save me
Its been to long
Im only a teen
Its been far to long since I've seen you
Its been way too long...