Not A Day Goes By

Not a day goes by that I don\'t think of you,
And I no longer know what to do without you,
I want to die,
So I can be by yourside,
I cry all the time,
I try to keep it all inside,
But I can\'t help it and I just breakdown and cry,
I try to laugh and smile,
But nothing seems to help,
I want to run and hide,
Sneak into a hole and maybe die,
The pain of loosing you is just so unbearable,
People say this is going to get better,
Is it really?
Or are they just saying it to try and help ease the pain..?
That runst throught the blood in my vains...
And what makes everything hurt so bad,
Is that I didn\'t get close to you this year,
And I regret that so much,
I didn\'t even get to tell you how much I cared for you,
I didn\'t even get to say a final goodbye,
I can\'t believe you had to go so soon,
I\'d do anything to just see you smile once more,
I just want you to know,
That in my heart is where I\'ll keep you,
And I can\'t wait to see you when my time comes,
For that will be a special day,
And all I can do is pray...
Till the day I see your face.......