XxUntitled SuicidexX

Its hard to sleep
Its hard to think
And hard to stay controlled

Its hard to laugh
And hard to smile
Just knowing you feel so cold

So hard to like
Too hard to love
Because your heart is full of pain

You tell yourself
The perfect plan
And then it begins to rain

So hard to do
But so easy to say
That it actually came down to this

Its just one jump
A real quick pull
Or a simple slit to the wrist

You go outside
To get fresh air
And take a walk down town

You see a sign
That reads a joke
And yet still you have a frown

The Broadway Bridge
Is a mile away
And its the perfect place to go

Its really dark
With no people around
No one would ever know

So many secrets
And so any things
That you swore you wouldn't tell

You've come to an end
The boundary of life
And you're looking straight down to hell

You're standing there
Silently crying
As the Demons laugh below

The think of all the wrongs
And the life you could've had
And then you let it go

You decide that you don't want this
But now it is too late
And your not all slick and sleek

You found a reason
Love, Friends, and more
And then you hit concrete

Six feet under
Everyones here
You didn't mean to hurt them all

As they lower you down
Your vision fades
cause now the Devils made his call.

EVERYONE: If you think no one is there and no one cares don't turn to suicide because some one is ALWAYS there. I myself have come to a near suicide attempt and thought the same thing but at the last moment i thought of a reason to live and that was friends and love. So I'm going to dedicate this poem to the girl who took the time to make a move and help someone.
Cara Mouser If and When you read this know that i dedicate this poem to you because you took time out of your life to help mine and I Love You. You ARE my BEST FRIEND and ALWAYS will be. So if ANYONE knows ANYONE who is bullied, suicidal or neglected PLEASE the time to help then because you never know you might make a difference and impact that persons life!!!
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