Record books

I'm here
I'm dead
and suicide thoughts
stay in my head

nothing is right
and all is wrong
in my mind
plays a very sad song

this is what-
Ive wanted to do
kill myself
to make a better you

you said you loved me
and i know that thats not right
the truth would've help
not pull the trigger tonight

my family sucks
my friends don't care
its just a pull
and then I'm not here

i created some problems
and had my own
i loved her so much
shell just never know

but please never say
that this is her fault
I'm just so empty
and not all that smart

the date is set
the trigger lock is gone
one more week
and thats not too long

7 more days
and i wont remain
i just had to let go
the lies, wrongs, and pain

7 days later
with my gun by my side
another one for the record books.....
A TEENAGE SUICIDE

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