Pounding

My hearts pounding
As I saw you walk out that door
Hoping you'll come back
After you hear my screams
And that gun shot
That'll end my entire life
I couldnt take the pain
Of losing you again
The tears are never ending
And the sobs continue on
Yelling out the door
All I can say is
Come home please come home
So I'll rummage through the dressers
To find that gun
That was suppose to protect us
But now killing me
My hearts pounding
I can hear it echo through the house
As I find that gun
And put my finger on the trigger
I raise it up to my head
And press it on my temple
And whisper my last words
I hope God will tell you
I whisper
"What shall I do
I hurt you again
Im sorry oh so sorry
Youll have nothing to do with me
After tonight
So please hear my words my dear
I love you
But I have to go"
And press the trigger
A shot rings out
Then dissappears
Its just another suicide
Can you hear my heart
Pounding
Wishing youll acnowledge me
Even though you cant see me
Sshh
Listen quietly
Its my heart pounding
For you its pounding
Wishing you wouldnt have left me
To stop my heart from pounding