I hate myself for everything
Every little mistake I made
I thought I could leave behind
Now I stand here alone in the rain
Knowing I’m left to fight alone
Fight for myself, with pride already gone
I’m left defenseless
My words withdrawn
Sometimes ill make a wish
For wishes to come true
Keep telling myself lies
My pride overdue
I want for the past to disappear
But it never will be erased
No longer a secret
Written in lines across my face
The lightning bolt has hit me
Thunder echoes in the room
As you reveal our secret
As my fate is consumed
I hate that you lied
A promise you failed to keep
The sin we committed
Now you pushed me down so deep
I hate myself for giving in
To your stupid lies
I hate myself for trusting
I hate the tears I cried
So here’s to all your bullshit
And the laughs you’ll get with your friends
I don’t even wish myself dead anymore
But a painful death for you instead
