Us

(Me and my sissy wrote this, i love you jordan)

Things have changed and we are not the same
The pushing is getting more intense, and the tears are not making sense
You don't know what you want, and I can not help you
I love you to death, but it looks like were turning into a disaster

Both of us my dear both of us are so very lost
We try to hold onto our life with every cent it cost
But once again we might as well fail
For we've been living a lie God has unveiled...

What I want is for you to see, just take my hand and believe in me
It takes two to make it work, I can't be the only one trying for our worth
When we figure out what is right, and what is clear
Maybe then we will know, what we are meant to be

Maybe this is true or maybe this is fake
Only one way to find out test our own fate
Take it to the max test it till we die
No matter how many times we fail nor cry...

You don't want us to end, and yet you are completely scared
How come this feeling is too much to bear
Can you overcome your fears, and look around and see
Or have you totally forgot how much you mean to me

Maybe you really didn't know or how much I loved
When you die who will be there when I need a hug
Please don't leave me I'd be alone and scared
The thoughts and memories to think how many moments we shared..

I can't keep us together, I can't do it all, we are meant to be a team
If we stop, who will keep me safe in my time of need
Who will tell me " It's okay" When i see things in the dark
Who will keep my head held way up high

So tonight I want you to think about this, what you have done
And I want you to think about me holding this gun
What if I pull the trigger what if I were to die
Then my dear think about it you shall be fine.