My Hero

Every night I sit alone
Staring into the nothingness
Wishing I had the courage
To pass on into eternal bliss

I don't know what hurts so bad
But I don't think I can take it
The tears stream down in hundreds
As I think and sit

How relieved I would be
If I could just press down
I would't have to feel
One more frown

Then I remember that you're sleeping
Dreaming of me and you
With one of our happy endings
If only you really knew

Some days I sit here
Crying and thinking of suicide
How many times Ive failed
After every time Ive tried

And yet, you still come to mind
Your kisses, your hugs, your love
I cant seem to push down
Even when I think Ive had enough

No matter how bad things are
Always remember
That you saved my life
Every night since December