I just want to huddle up in a dark corner
and cry the years away
I just want to cut myself
and wipe the blood away
I'm useless
I'm hopeless
I'm deeply depresssed
I don't want to die
but I don't want to live
pain, it come, in everyone's lives
pain, it hurts
it makes some die
drop after drop
blood down the drain
I watch as my life
fades away
silver crystals seep from my eyes
but no one knows
no one cares
except that demon down there
but I can't let him have me,
not yet, at least
the pain isn't that dealy
it isn't quite yet
but there's time to come
tears to cry
blood to spill
happiness to die
it wear me out
it carries me on
it drives me on
to the break of dawn
