Sometimes

Sometimes I wish
I wasnt who I am
Even though I try hard
And do the best I can

I wish I was never born
Never got in your way
If it wasnt for me
You'd enjoy your day

I'm sorry to disappoint you
I wish you were proud of me
I know I can be better
If only to make you see

I'm not the best
At anything I do
But that doesnt matter to me
I always looked up to you

I love you for who you are
And everything you do
I only wish you could see
That I want you to love me too