New befinning Old ending

The chill ran down her spine,
Just reminiscing about all that's left behind,
Her car, school, family, and friends,
Everything in which she thought her life depends,
Ups and leaves in the matter of hours,
Without the goodbyes or the flowers,
To a place she'd never known or heard,
Some would say her decision was absurd,
Running from the pain that never stops,
To beat the time that is left on her life's clock,
Wanting to win somewhere and just move on,
She tries to tell her past to be gone,
No one will just let her live her life,
They just bring back the past that stabs like a knife,
All she wants is to start off new,
With a new train of thought and point of view,
To learn from the past and be someone,
To have good laughs and lots of fun,
When will they let her start off fresh,
To live her life to the best,
She will mess up and will fall,
You can't start off big, but with something small,
Let her decide which way to go,
In the end her success will show.

this poem is about me, i was sexually abused by my adopted father, when i turned 18 i decided to run. so i packed my car and moved here and started my own life..... this is how i felt when i got here.....
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