R.I.P

I fall to my knees and pray to God
hoping it was easy for you to move on
And even though you left us behind
when i go to heaven i know you wont be hard to find
You cant imagine all the pain i feel
without you here life doesnt seem real
I'd give anything to hear you voice
i'd be the one dead if it was my choice
Im sorry i wasnt there to hold you hand
it seems like God had this planned
Because if i was there by your side
it would have been my friends and families who cried
It would have been my body in that coffin not yours
im practically dead now that my heart has tore
I just pray that your happy in heaven and looking down
helping me everday not to frown

R.I.P. Merin-R.I.P Jerzy