12 o'clock no mercy

Twelve o'clock midnight i looked at the time
i said "now it's my time"
i escaped my home
as i quickly roam
i see you sleeping in your bed
sleeping deep with your dreams

i quietly went inside your house
so quiet no one could hear
i went to your bedroom
i said "good bye my dear"

i got a knife
to kill your life
to end it
i put the kinfe close to you wrist
and made a slit

you screamed loud
i tried to cover your mouth
good thing your parent's were out!
you looked at me in the eye
then i saw you cry
begging not to kill you

i said "I BEGGED FOR YOU TOO BUT YOU DENIED IT!"

"SORRY, I'M REALLY SORRY" you tried to scream
my hand on top of your mouth so tight you could barely hear a sound
i checked again no one was around
i put the knife close to your heart
as i ripped your shirt apart

i held you close
kissed your lips for the last time
and made my way through your heart with my knife
i see you barely breathing
slowly dying
looking at you with no mercy

deep in my heart i felt sorry for you
but i had to do what i did
a drop of tear fell in my eye
landed on your chest
i tried to do my best
not to cry more
while this feeling buried in my heart so sored

i still see you with the knife
your blood gushing so fast
i thought it would last

10 min.later it stopped
even your breathing
you heart not beating
i kissed you bye again
closed your eyes
left a note
that says

"i murdered him but he killed me first. i couldn't do anything"