Murder

I fear for many things
but the most recent fear
is not about me
this fear is for my love

the one i promised to marry
the one who would have given anything for me
she already has given everything
and now she might not have anything

she is in the hospital
with a fatal injury
and it is my fault
i should have noticed the truck

i was the one driving
i was the one behind the wheel
but im not all at fault
mother nature is also

mother nature caused the rain
she made the roads slippery
but i should have paid more attention
i shouldnt have looked at my baby

oh it is all my fault
i lost one loved one
please god not two
my poor baby at least it was quick

not even here a year
and no second chance
he didnt even have a name yet
i hope i die with them

the roads were bad
a storm was there
i couldnt even see
but yet i kept on going

i dont even remember where we were going
but that does not matter any more
nothing will ever matter if i lose her
the doctors say she will be fine

but will she be fine when she hears
when she finds out what happened
no she would weep over his death
she would wish she had died in his place

she will think what i am thinking right now
\"why was it not me!!\"
if she survived she would not see me
i should leave i cant stay, i killed him

i may as well throw myself off a bridge
for i have just realised the conclusion
the ending of this story
even if she lives she wont stay with me

so either way i will lose both of them
i cant live with that
i must leave before she awakes
i will die by my hands just like them

now i am standing here
and i have decided my fate
there will be only a moment of fear
just one before i am one with the rocks

as i fall i realise too late
what if she awakes too find both of us gone
she will do the same as me
at least we will be together

here comes the rocks
should i hold my breathe
will it matter, i suppose not
well no matter now it is the end

bye my love, my wife
i am going to see our son
i will name him dread
it sounds suitable

bye i will miss none
for i know that you all will join me one day
i hope this doesnt hurt
goodbye and see you soon