There once was a girl

There once was a girl
who youd thought had it all
a mother and a father
a sister whom is small

she wore expensive clothing
had a flip phone and a car
always got the older boys
when going to the bar

would always see her smile
never cry or frown
always wore bright clothing
never black nor brown

she was very popular
with blue eye's and blonde hair
everytime she past in halls
the boys would always stare

little did we know
she had a secret know one knew
buried deep inside
stuck to her like clue

as tears soaked her clothes
she went home to cry
ran to her room
said"dear god i want to die"

huddled in the corner
blade lay in hand
evil speaks it's turn
as it tells her, her demand

to slice threw her silky skin
watch her blood drain
a smile came upon her face
as she drains away her pain

she thinks of him
as she holds her blade
crying a little bit more
wishing memories of him would fade away

she writes a poem for him
soaked in misery and pain
wishing things they were before
before she had him to blame

*poem not done yet.. but this is what i got so far*