I know pain

Cut & bleed
i never succeed
night after night
a blade i need
see all mi sad
& tears building up
does that explain
all my deep cuts
don't ask why
and don't ask to see
cause if you know
you'll feel the pain in me
i don't care if you see
i have to cry
and slit my wrists
just to die
my life is so broken
and will forever be
cause when you left
depression greeted me
and over my scars
my blade sliced across
finding my way
in my life that I'm lost
your the reason
that I'm still here
and when you hate me
my wrists will cry more tears
ill go deep enough
to escape from the pain
& when the time comes
my wrists will scream out your name