Who am I? Does anyone really know? To my friends I'm a happy badass person who drinks and smokes. To my parents I\'m a good daughter who is happy, has a lot of friends, and never does anything wrong. To my niece I\'m her happy fun to be around aunt. But the real me who pretends everyday of her life. Whose heart is breaking. WHo cries herself to sleep. Wishing she could just die and leave all theis pain behind. If anyone really knew me they would know how close i have come to killing myself. but no one ever see the true me because they are to busy believing everthing it ok.
