Falling Apart

I just sit still
staring out the window
watching the rain pour down
like the tears falling on my face
when did it ever come to this

you're doing fine, then the next moment
your whole life is falling apart
you can't work things out
and theres so much to handle

I can't understand when it happened
or why it ever had to
I used to be happy
and things were fine

as I watch the rain come down harder
I know things have changed
I just don't want to face it
because I know that it maybe can't be helped
and if it can, it might be to hard
I don't think I'm that strong anymore
I've given up and lost all hope
...for everything
I'm not the person I used to be
and I can't find myself
I can't find the strength
to escape from my life falling apart