Lower then hell

Damn the life in my body...
it's fading away
I'm struggling to breathe...
walking takes up all of my energy...
need something to fight for...
feel like caving in.
injustice leaves me cold...
but what stand is there against it...
when I'm guilty of the same thing.
I'm just like everything i cant stand...
i hate the world,
therefore i hate myself.
freaks judge me
i murder them in my mind...
thoughts of limp bodies brings me joy...
still, i stand in darkness...
never seen the light in this fever of existence..
so tell another lie...
break another heart....
what difference does it make?
they've all done the same to me...