Thoughts of suicide

Thoughts of suicide run through my head and i dont know why

i have my love from some one that i finally hear

but it is not enough to save me from this hole in hell

so i sit and cry for i cant bear it alone but no one will help me

my shoulders hurt as i try but collapse every time that a new pressure is put on to me

so when it gets rough i sit and cry wanting to take the easy way out instead of putting up a fight

well i am tired of that bull%@#$ and tried of the lies

that i wear as a make up to cover up this lost faith and pain that is not forgotten

no one knows who i am no one even cares or gives a !@#$

so y not plunge my self on this knife or slit my wrist from left to right

watch the blood fall to the ground once a gain

cause i hold the life of my two best friends in the palm of my hand

even when my life dwells on this string

but it does not stop me and it never will

so once again locked in side my mind with no where to run no where to go

no love to receive and no pain no more
COPY RIGHT HOLLY