My thoughts

You say i push you away
but when do you ever try
when i feel like nothing without you
but you cant see it in my eyes

i don't really feel the same
its goes on and off all day
if i love you, or if i hate you
you get mad when I'm this way

i try to tell you how i feel
and want you to know when i cry
but its every night so you don't care
& when i don't tell you i try to die

cause when i know you cant listen
well my blade always can
it'll take care of my problems
like you used to for me back then

wrists are red
veins are blue
as it flows
ill think of you

and when i finally stop bleeding
i want to go deeper and do more
this is one easy way
to get out of a life that tore