Blood Red Bathroom Walls

So she went to the study
For paper and pens
Then she went to the kitchen
To get a box of blades (in tens)

Then she went to her bedroom
To write out the notes
Then she went to the cloakroom
Put them in the coats

Then she went to the garden
To say her last goodbyes
Then she went up the stairs
Tears rolling from her eyes

She went to the bathroom
And she slowly closed the door
She slid the lock quickly
And looked upon the floor

She knows where to cut
As she lifts her arm
Drives the blade hard
Lost all sense of calm

Right under her shoulder
And next to her breast
She does the other quick
So in peace she can rest

Suddenly the blood
Starts to flick up upon the walls
Losing it all so rapidly
To the ground she gracefully falls

Crimson keeps spilling
Her eyes closed tight
She's not dead yet
She's in a sate of fright

Her senses start to tingle
She can hear a car outside
She vaguely hopes
They'll forget she died

She can make out someone calling
Calling because they know she's there
She can feel someone
Walking up the stairs

A bang on the door
She's nearly gone
She hated this world
Where she's coming from

She remembers everyone
She loved so much
All great times they had
She can even feel their touch

No, it's not theirs
It's her mother's sharp nails
Her eyes are wide open
Her cheeks are so pale

She can no longer move
Not the strength to blink
Her whole sprit
Starts to sink

She feels the air rush past
As her mother leaves the room
How long will she be?
Why did she leave so soon?

Half formed thoughts
Rise in her mind
Rose red colour
The walls are lined

Mum is back
Too watch her die
As she sees me bleed
I hear her cry

I've lost all vision
And sense to thought
In horror and violence
My life was caught

Someone else
Is next to me now
"We'll try to save her
But I don't see how"

The newcomer speaks
I think to mum
But my ears are blank
I've gone comfortably numb

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