Oh, Eraser

Just forget it,
There's no point left.
Just forget it,
Sooner or later
You will regret.

Read over those hurtful words,
That you screamed through
The computer,
Too scared to say it to my face.
Too scared you might let go,
And then all the thoughts
Would build up like a cruel maze.

You said you didn't care,
But I don't think
That judgement of yours
Is really very fair.
For even if you don't care...
I fear I always will,

I know I always will.
I remember the laughs
And the smiles
And the jokes
And all those great times,
I remember them now,
With a smile on my face,
Tears in my eyes,
Those times you just erased.

Tears in my eyes,
And a fake smile on my face.
Thats how I've been lately,
In these dark, overshadowed days.

***this poem is in honor of one of the best friends i've ever had.... but i think i'm losing her, and it kills me inside.***