Posessed

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're hell's dark angel from the inner depths
stealthily coming to suck the life from me
Yet i know it is i, the one allowing you to do so
But why is that??
For every time you surround me, i feel the stab of pain and anguish
and i know i let you have all the control
Everyday i see your haunting face
Hear your hollow voice
touch your lifeless being
You words and touch puncture my Porcelain heart
I can't stand this anymore for inside i am breaking down...dying
Yet every second i yearn for your essence
Your poisonous venom to rush through my veins
again i feel myself bloodstained...haunted
I scream and thrawl as you indulge me in hatred and cruelty
my lungs are being squeezed with utter force
and i can feel the light being lifted from my eyes
Yet i still beg for more
I can't live or breathe without you
I need you
I want you
Though inside
You're drowning me
haunting me
possessing me