Final Message

It started with the headaches
And next the strange illusions.
I started coughing up blood
It caused a hell of confusions.

The doctors didn't know
They didn't have a clue.
I just kept my chin up
And hoped that someone knew.

But it's hard to keep on smiling
With cancer on your brain.
It's hard not to worry
When you go through so much pain.

There is no cure
For such an awful disease.
My fate was in the hands of God
A fate that did not please.

I tried to keep strong for my family
I told my mum not to cry.
I didn't have the guts
To tell her goodbye.

All I had left were weeks
Which quickly turned to days.
I left my message on the wall
A special message morally stays.

"Live life as if,
There will be no tomorrow.
I wasted my life and all I did
Was leave you behind in sorrow."