This place I'm captivated in has got hold of me
And nothing these people do can set me free
All my teen angst and overly bad decisions
Because while on their pills I still get the visions
Of my wasted life and time on this earth
And I've slowly been dieing ever since birth
These people won't let me near a butter knife
Out of fear that again, I might try to take my own life
They keep me in a room, no windows one door
Only problem is it's all padded, including the floor
I'm locked away from everything I once knew
If I only could have another chance to start it new
But when I get out, my old bonds I won't mend
Because tragically I'm already planning my end
I promise I'll take an entire bottle of vicodin
And with the knife, I'll dig it all the way in
So now I sit in my small room and wait
For my day to come, the blade leads to my fate
But while I sit hear, listening to all the screams
I'll let them and the memories haunt my dreams
