Love Me

You have this whole idea of how i should be,
I should look like this,
dress like this,
talk like this.
But have you ever stopped to think i don't want to be this?
I wake up to you shouting,
i go to sleep and your words are still there.
I've lived like this since i was eleven,
just because i don't act like the rest of you,
why should that be bad or wrong?
You've molded the girls in your image and it shows,
but I'm nineteen years old i wont let you mold me.
Other kids love coming home from uni,
they get their washing done,
and there is always bread and milk.
But i dread it,
i count he days till i can go back.
I'm a temp in work and a temp at home.
I don't fit in anymore,
i never did i just didn't know any different!
I wont let you stop me however much this hurts.
One day maybe you'll be proud that I'm different,
probably not but i cant stay here forever.You keep the other two I'll be me.
And if you cant love me for that,
maybe one day someone will!!

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Haven't written anything in a while but that means iv haven't been sad for a while!!