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I sit on the cold hard ground,
Watching the leave start to descend down,
It\'s Autumn now the earth becomes like a different story,
The leaves start to change color,
And the air becomes to get stronger,
Soon winter shall come,
And the ground will be convered in sparkly whit , cold snow,
That\'s how my sould feels,
It feels so icy cold,
I feel lost and alone,
Why can\'t I ever do anything right??
Or actually get what I want?
Take a look at me,
And tell me what you see,
I take a look in the mirror,
And I stare at me,
And this is what I see personally,
I see an ugly young girl,
A girl that just wants to be left alone because she hates the pain,
She has to go throught during the day,
I see a girl crying out for help,
But no one comes,
As she\'s beginning to drown in the pain,
As the pain grows stronger,
Her body becomes weaker,
Sometimes she wonders how....
Someone that has lost so much,
And gained so little,
Can stay in this world.....
And then she remembers the only reason why she lives is for her friends and family,
I see her crying...
Her black tears rolling down her cheeks.
Like a black waterful facing defeat,
Her arms are torn open...
She\'s covered in scars...
She\'s suffering...
They\'re red from bleeding,
She\'s tired of being deceiving...
She\'s tired of everything.....
Everyone.....
I look deeper within her...
And Then I See...
She\'s tired...
Cold And Scared...
And she doesn\'t know what to do...
She\'s afraid to be alone...
I try to figure out who this girl is...
And who she wants to be or become....
Then I realize who this person is...
This person is me....
Afraid of everything I can\'t see....
And all I want is to become....
FREE......