Longing...

The sorrow still lies....
In my soul and in my mind...
My hear is the one that cries...
And sometimes even wishes to die..
I try all the time...
To keep the thought of you out of my mind...
But my mind has become to weak...
And I can no longer fight my body's longing for you...
So you come right back into my mind...
Causing me to cry....And want to die...
All I really want is to be by yourside....
So you can help me conquer my fears..
And love me for who I am....
And not what they want me to be...
I want you to take me by the hand...
And tell me I'll be ok...
I want you to tell me...
You'll be here for me always....
I want you to hold me...
I want you to keep me close...
And never let me go...
And let everyone know...
That I'm yours...
But I know this will never happen...
Because you don't hlove and care for me in that way....
As the rain pours down...
And my sorrow still remains...
The once beautiful body of mine...
Starts to drift...
AWAY...