Those Days

There are days when i just dont want to get out of bed,
when everything seems to be going wrong,
and i know that it\'s not all just in my head.
there are times when i cry way too much,
but it's not really my fault...
when i feel so ugly and i lose my appetite,
so i won't eat lunch.
there are days when my friends don't really seem anything like friends,
and when i always wonder
why people lie and say that love lasts till the end?
sometimes i want to sue stupid disney,
because they broke every girls heary by promising that we'll all have our happy endings.
there are times when i'm so down in the dumps,
so utterly depressed,
i feel in control of in my life is my spending...
there are times when i'd prefer to keep the lights off,
and shut the blinds.
when it seems that ignorance is all that runs through my friends minds.
and there are days when my headphones, pen and paper seem like my only true friends,
when it seems like the wounds in a heart could never really mend.
there are certain times when i doubt the sun will ever show itself again,
when i wonder if we are really about to end.
those are only some days...
but days are days.
life is nothing but a neverending phase....

*k so i know this grammar isnt good, and all that. it started out as something to put in my buddy profile for IM but it got too long, and i thought it would make a poem..cuz it came from the heartt.*