What it's like to be Annorexic...[don't judge us]

I wrote this when I stopped eating so I know what it is like. This is to show everyone else that i understand and that they are not alone.
XOXO Freddie.

My stomach rumbles in a state of despair,
It says its hungry but I don't care,
My head feels light and I'm getting dizzy,
But no-one notices, there all to busy,
My eyelids get heavy and my hands start to shake,
I feel like I'm sleeping but I'm still wide awake,
My knees buckle in and my stomach roars,
And they can't understand that my spirit still soars,

Looks so tempting but I will not touch,
Need to lose weight I can't eat so much,
My cheeks, my arms, stomach, hips and thighs,
Bulge with weight, my clothes whisper there lies,
My heart starts hurting and I'm short of breath,
I'm going to faint, am I close to death?
Everything hurts, I can barley move,
I can't get to sleep, theirs no means to sooth,

I'm trapped in this nightmare, It's not going to end,
You see Ana and I are the best-est of friends,
I promised to be there through both smiles and frowns,
Not thinking our friendship would slowly move down,
And so I'll lose the weight, I hope, I pray,
Ana says I will, says it will be okay,
And we'll hold hands till death sinks in,
We're in this together and we're determined to win.