Blood love

What's black, is white,
what's bad is good,
I'd tell you i loved you,
you'd say, you should.
lost in love,
confused in hope
slit yourself,
cut your throat.
love isn't everything,
being lost in apathy,
whips and chains,
no longer restrain me,
from lashing out,
having some fun,
ending it all,
flexing the index,
on the trigger of this gun.
1..2..3...and FOUR,
life is lost,
lying "LIFE"less,
sprawled out on the floor.
Life has it's lessons,
it teaches us things.
don't jump on the train,
to end your life,
over a couple diamond rings.