Though you still live, slowly you slip away. a silent sigh in the night the last sound you will ever make.
Time is running out and all i do is cry and fight. why is god so cruel? what have I ever done?
to give me a family only to take it away.
you sit there and say you are so sorry for leaving me this way, yet there is nothing that can be done that hasn't already been.
Still I sit here and fight not wanting to give up on my world.
not wanting to let our love die with you.
You gave me all I ever wanted with just the words 'I love you' but just behind those words were the ones, 'I'm so sorry' too.
They say you only have a year then that is that, but we know in our hearts its far much less than that.
Why can I only have you for a little while?
We said we'd spend the rest of our lives together but now we know it will only be the rest of yours.
The day that you are no longer alive is the day that I no longer feel. hatred is all that I will have left in me and the need for revenge against the rest of the world.
The need to kill.
Please my love, fight and live if only for me. I love you so much Nate. don't leave me alone in this world.
