Stained Pillows

Woke up from the sound of pouring rain
Smell of wet sand reminded me your skin
Cool breeze raised my burning desires
And once again i fought with my will within

Since we have surrendered our relation
Time and distance have played their part
Our pride has left both of us so alone
Feelings disappeared from our numb heart

Now we both wait for miracles to happen
If someday we could be face to face again
I wonder if you would just turn your face away
Or look right in my eyes to feel the pain

Slept again with the sound of my tears as my lullaby
Same stained pillows embracing my swollen eyes
Nothing has changed, another year has just passed by
And i wonder if you could ever hear my dying cries