Her happiness makes her sad

Her happiness makes her sad

They look at her and wonder
What could be so wrong
Her life is so perfect
She would always belong

But nothing is what it seems
Including this
Long lost friends
She would always miss

Her little broken heart
Crushed by her closest friends
A road with twists
And a road with dead ends

She tries and tries
To numb the pain
But it still haunts her
And drives her insane

Its like everyone is perfect
And she cant measure up
But she struggles
And its still not good enough

Her precious smile
Is more like a frown
And her precious laughter
Just puts her down

Her happiness
Makes her sad
Her Insecurities
Make her feel bad

But they think she is lying
Or out for the attention
But the real reasons
She wont ever mention