Dealing

I've always been strong
Now it's hard to hold on
Stressed and scared, I don't know who's there
On my side or who even cares

Pulling me in every direction
Nowhere to find protection
I want to cry, need to be held
Against the pain my soul will weld

It's simply too much
I jerk at all, but one's, touch
Source of my happiness, now hurting
Can I be blamed for worrying

Lord, help me through
This happening too painfully true
Let us both be alright
Give us understanding sight